24th March 2017
So, even though James has moved out, I still seem to find myself waiting around to find out what he’s doing and then I fit in around him. Annoying, to say the least. I bet he’s out most nights having a great time with his new “friend” and I’m at home with the kids – whilst this is where I want to be, it’s still frustrating. I don’t want to be fitting my life around his. I am supposed be rebuilding my life too.
Things with the house are moving slowly, well that’s not quite right. Things aren’t really moving along at all but I for one am happy with that. Some things just need to happen at their own pace, and it gives me time to work out what I really want and where I should live.
Mum and Dad are being amazing as always and are so helpful with the children – I’m not sure where I would be without them and their support. Mum wants me to go out more and maybe she’s right, maybe after all my moaning about James, it is time to do something about it. Perhaps I should organise a night out with Ellie and the girls and start to carve out my new place in the world. Watch this space!