20th August 2017
James is taking Dylan and Lottie to Centre Parcs for 3 nights and I’m doing my best to be fine about the whole thing.
I am really aware that I have just been away for two weeks with the children, and that he must have missed them, but packing their things for 3 nights is tough. They will have great fun, I know, but this is really the first time they’ve have been away from me and it’s going to be challenging to be alone. I should really have organised to go out, but if I’m honest, I think even if I had, I would have cancelled as I’m not feeling sociable.
Amelia, the girlfriend, isn’t going to be there though. I did have to have a word about it but James was quite reasonable and agreed that it wasn’t appropriate. Anyway, the kids are very excited and so I’m going to do my best to do the same, for their sake.